The issue was the name that one of my idol Will Smith's movies which gives me something different. But i'm not going to talk about it. I wanna talk about something else, something about my present life.

Am I happy with my present condition? Well, I may say not, absoultely not. But why? Why should I do not satisfy with my life now? I got a place to live and sleep, some subjects to cover, a sweet girl to love and protect, a banch of friends, parents to obey, at the same time, I could feed myself stuff every meal. More, I got a forum to supervise and management, an ipod to entertainment, a macbook to fix everything which could be fixed with a notebook. You may say at the most time someone got these should be happy and take care. The Declaration of Independence claim that all men are created equal, but which is also important I have to say is that life makes us unequal. I didn't felt happy not because I got these but because I stare at those which I do not have yet. 

They say where there is a will, where there is happiness. Everyone wanna catch his future includes me. Benchmark Electronics, with the rank 690, revenues $2,915.9 millions, profits $93.3 millions in 2008, which is actually far away from me. Is that a bright future? Who knows it. Anyway, I've no idea. Start with the underground, or rather, may not better that stay here and find a living. But which is consent that it is a golden opportunity come once in a blue moon. Catch it first, then I can find what I can get from it. Paradoxical or speciosity?

Damn friendship, vivi was marked a brand "past time". It was like a joke, wasn't it? It's too late to apologize. Each of us has a truck of reasons. Just like Jane says,"Move on and never look back. All the past has gone; gone with the wind."

Damn rank top30% for over three years, damn GPA3.2 even without a nice exercitation. How about be nobody? No, no, no, I do wanna be somebody. Not only for a person just but for a group or a company at all. Maybe that's all I need which could bring beautiful income that would cover my cost and coming cost. How comes true? It called time, efforts, opportunity and patience etc. I'm happy to take Will Smith as my idol. I didn't reallize before Panda reminds me. Will Smith, who just got a high school level, made a fantastic life of his own. <Bad Boys>, <Men in Black>, <I,robot>, <Hitch>, <The Pursuit of Happiness>, <I Am Legend>, <Hancock>. That's all i saw.

I still remember the lines of Will Smith in <The Pursuit of Happiness>,"You wanna some, go get it." I bear it in my mind and I want to share it with everyone who has read this article.